offline&&sleeping.

oh my .. im cry!!Bodoh kali! imreally mishim somuchly. but .. im sad just now im cry. idk. ineedhim. imfeel wanna hugs him,NOW! But antah eii. susah mao gitauu what im feel now! im cant tell. honestly , ido lovehim. but antah eii aku inda tauuuuu~ apakan aku ni ??!! huhu]= indatauuuu!

just now,aku baru abis betelipun sama ia.huh.antah ar indaku tau canakan describe what ifeel tadi.utaku!antah eii.ia berubah?hm inda patot.ada something?iguess so.hm ..antah eii.im tooo misshim so.but antah arr.sadku pulang.pikir tah aku telipun ia,he look happy but .. idk what to say. atau utaku saja yang pikir cematu?huh. indaku tau eii. aku mao diri ku yang dulu. yang can handle bila sakit hati nanti. now aku rasa macam lamah if kana sakiti,Kuat manja gee aku masani.pelik cana kan bulih.menymal hantap ge tuu. antah eii. aku weird ka or aku andang andang kan kana ubah catu? hmm .. Ani ka ulah ku kan otw mature?wow hope so NOT!

wanna find a real friends.

hm .. aku inda taukan mula cana ar.macam aku cakap tadi aku mao cari kawan yang bebanar yang dinamakan KAWAN!ihave alot of friends with them are ok tapi have few character yang tidak diminati like'backstabber!'oh my godness,ihate that thing muchly.Cause this things sometimes buleh buat tani kelaie each other.'ununderstanding our situations'kawan yang muchly 'pemajal'wow~shitonit lah! waka..Pengucapan yang inda pedah sedangkan ia sama jua inda perfectnyagHOHO..pemBual,yang suka nambah ceta bek tah adang tah haha. aaa .. Urang yang be cakap basar lagi perasan hahaha! ihate that too .. ia be cakap basar tu bek kedangaran seluruh dunia?haha! aaa~nyamal,buleh nyamal but please dontOVER hahaha.so overall DAMNLY iHATE.yes iknow that im not that perfect , im know who i am.tapi ke banyakan kawan inda la berapa suka kawan catu.apa lagi bejawan with criminal.wow~ atu ya.finish talk about badly things,now tani ceta yang dimanati like IKLAS,caring,loving,friendly,kindness,good listening,good advising,nice alittude,inda memilih ,inda anyoing muchly,pemaham banyak la.


ihave alot of friend,but surang ani sha yang ku minat.ei ei jangan lain eih im not LB Ok.please ! haha. imeant the kindness one that ilike the way she are.antah sukaku bekawan gan ia.ada kawanku cakap yang iani backstaber but aku indacaya pasal this girl layan aku mcm kamitt bekawan betaun2 udh=D chewahh~ perasan.gehehe.aku takut sama ini budak ia ni pantan dicabarlah.terus terang aku ar=D* hahaha tapi banarlah. ia urangnya buleh dikatakan karas kepalalah,sama cm aku tapi ia gee karaslah=D haha. yang palingku suka caranya bepikir.meant i like the way she think.antah kenapa ka.bagiku im too damp to think the hard way. But ia oh my .. Canakan describe arr haha. catulah haha. apahan.honestly , this my firstime have friend like her.but 1thing im uncertain that im bestfriend or not.tapi malaskan tanya catu.galak asanyamu.aku ge pemaluu=pp tapi aku kadang dapanya diam2 ada timenya gila ku datang haha. lau part kuning2,ato ya bahaya mun manusia keluar tanduk sha ani inda,segala syaitan keluar.gahaha kadang2 teumpat tu ci kabau ar.hahahaha! overall FUN lah kawan ama ia.ia caring ,loving ,ia pangil aku'sayang enuyy' mana inda aku tegoda=ppp hahaha!aku masih ingat,ia pernah cakap'maybe aku kawan yang dicarinya selama ani,tapi inda tau ar.hoping ao and hope kami kawan forever'tapi aku takutkan merapati ia to much,takut hurting her feeling.masani inda pulang pernah nyakitkan hati.(; dengan caranya if the time she need me just find me, i'll be there.


hoping sapa yang terasa sal membaca this blog,jangantah bising2 ei .. maluku=ppp haha tapi banarlah jangantah bising bising tau tau sendiri sha ok (; ilovsmisyousodamnly.hope rapat lagi. hm

My anniversary 31stmei.

31stMEI is my anniversary 2years withim. wow~ guys acctually its to hard for us to go to our life. Apahan. antam tah saja. but ican handled it for my relationship. the guy that im withfor is muhd.abdul hafis(; he's my sayang. yaallah , im so greatful cause got mahn likehim.now im happy withhim.('= ithought he waste this changes that i gave. but my thinking was wrong.imnot supposed to thinkng like that.cause he's diffrent now.antah canakan gitau tapi yang penting ia berubah and dengan ia berubah tu suka ku caranya.ya allah,inda siasia apaku buat selama ani yes sepanjang kami besama he's always make me cry and make me hurt,but now idc about hurting or whatelse the important thing is im just want him.only just him.('= wow im cry now but itsok im crying for happy. ('= idolovsyou sayang. muwahmuwahmuwahugsyou tightly ('= iwont let you go lagi. ('= iwont sayang.

kamiii.

hope read this. )=

hafis. ihope you read this.sory idontalk withyou personaly.because aku indamao nangis dapanmu tok melamahkan dirimu.('; humph,iknow both of us sometime da lurus ada salahnya.yes aku ngakun aku dulu beulah,that happen after you the firstguy who make me crying.but for me past is past. aku inda mao bandingkan gan masalah yang ani. yes aku ngakun joa that aku ego but im use my ego to prove my loveto you,not use to cover meluruskan benang yang udah basah.antah hafis ar aku inda tau lagi cana and aku inda tau kan buat ge pat our relationship.huh. im sory hafis kalau kao rasa aku buat kao mcm tngul ka apa. im really sory. ididnt meant it coz im promise something. huh i do loveyou,hafis)'= but im feel that you are NOT inloving me as usually.iknw ido wrong at you and youdid thesamewayto.you know what im sick of it. sick fight withyou.there nothing acctualy. tani saja yang inda maomao kan meluruskan.Huh. now ive made myown desicion that we wont longer together, i guess.lau pun alum ada danganku aku indamao sakitkan hatimu cukup tah singan sini ok.itshard forme to let you GO but i've to couse itsyour wish&aku tunaikanya(';sory for thistime imade a decision will make you dispointed. so until rite here saja,i hope you will not distrubing mylife ge&ido it the same thingto. impromis it. & iwill never forget about us. all about you.if miss me just loook the star ok. ifyou want ito.(; And thanksQ forevery thing that you korbankan selama ani.huh lastly, idoloveyou,forever('; bye sayanghafis.)'=